AAARRRGGGGHHHHH!

Workplace bullying. A hard topic to talk about really.... but one that is effecting me in such a huge way. I can't get up in the mornings-I mean i spent most of the evening crying, and again this morning. Im never like this, but I actually dread going to work. And Its even worse knowing that even if I can find another job, i still have to give 4 weeks notice here! grrrrr.

so I have sent off 2 applications now... with another one half done. Wish me luck

Welshy Angel
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Tonight's the night

I am getting as excited as a child at Christmas...... which we are still 5 weeks away from! haha

It's Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1 tonight!!!! Tickets are all booked for the 7pm showing (premier seats of course!) and the boy is cooking tea before we go!!!!!!! cannot wait! Though I have had to promise that I will not tell him how different it is from the book... or say things such as 'that's not what happens!' ah well-just means I will have to go and see it again and make sure I go with someone who is just as critical of it as I am!!!!! :)

So.. it's onwards with the task list!!! boooooooo

Welshy Angel
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18 months-finally

Meant to add this onto my last post but I totally forgot!

After 18 months of living together... we finally unpacked the last box! So that's it-we are officially moved in!! hahaha

Feeling HOT HOT HOT

ok, so I am aware that no so long ago i was moaning about the cold-it now seems that someone has turned the radiators onto full and we are basking in tropical temperatures. I wore a jumper yesterday-what a big mistake that was... and to be honest, I am not doing much better today (have rolled sleeves up on cardigan but am thinking I may just have to take it off!)

So as I sit here at my desk.. doing as little work as I can get away with because I hate my job!!! I am trying to decide what I want for my tea this evening! lol. tho the boy is home before me so I am hoping he will repeat previous nights effort in making me a hot water bottle and my tea! :) love him! x

So... Its raining outside and like a tropical beach in the office.... I just think there is no satisfying me! hehe

On the up side-It is Friday tomorrow, and I have pre-booked my cinema tickets to go and see Harry Potter!!! Yes-I am that sad!!!

Welshy Angel

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a meeting about a meeting

Seriously-first task lists then this! OMG! It is seriously getting on my nerves. The sooner I am out of here the better.
Sat in my office and I feel like an outsider..... Its like the 4 of them have a meeting and I am left at the back with only side glances to ensure I haven't fallen asleep!! haha
I am freezing cold and am once again losing all sensation in my toes! what a joke. The sooner I get out of here, the better!

Welshy Angel
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Holidays are com.... NO THEY ARE NOT!

I have changed the tv channel twice so far this evening in order to avoid that advert. It used to be a sure sign that christmas was on the way-one of the last adverts to make its first airing... BUT IT'S NOVEMBER!!! well, at least it was when I got up this morning! :) 2 weeks too early! and so I will continue to change the channel.... until at least 1st December! hehe

Welshy Angel
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Brrrrrr It's cold

I had to defrost my car this morning, and I am pretty sure it has led to me being frozen solid (slowly losing all sensation to my toes!) and now I cannot seem to warm up. The gym seems like an impossible achievement this evening as I fear it make take all night to defrost myself. This is no longer funny at all!!!!
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Bad Situation

I am sooo bored. I have completed all bar one task (haha) and I cannot be bothered any more. I am sat in an office, on my tod and am pretty convinced that no one would notice if I was to leave and go home. this is indeed a bad situation!

Welshy Angel
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Thankfully, it's Friday!

at what a week it has been. I am sat here at my desk, slowly losing the will to live as i contemplate my task list for the week. I think i have nearly finished it (will check my google docs later to ensure nothing has been added to it!!!!!)
Today I am also collecting in the tshirts that I spent soo long numbering and giving out last night! grrrrr A trip to asda after work to collect the wii my mother had brought and maybe some treats for tea tonight-obviously chocolate only allowed if i get my arse to the gym!!! haha

Numbers Numbers Numbers

OMG! I have just spent the last 2 hours writing numbers on the labels of our new promotional T-shirts. Apparently we have to make sure that we know what students have what shirt so that we get them all back in. So after writing out 1-120, then refolding them all into size piles I am utterly sick of the sight of them! I mean this is all for a £5 charge that will be incurred if said shirt is not returned by tomorrow! bloody hell... its the T-shirt police! hahaha

Oh My Life

Seriously, why do I do this job! arrggghhhhh
It has come to the point where evidently I am not good enough to get on with my own work, that a task list has to be drawn up (meant to be on a Monday-pretty sure it is now Wednesday! Oh my life how have I coped so far this week?!) we have to go over last weeks tasks to ensure that I did them and then make sure I know exactly what I have to do this week, in priority order! Seriously, I really cannot believe that I am that incapable. But evidently someone, somewhere really does!

All this comes only a week after the BIG boss decided to call me by another name in a meeting, and then forgets my name and so just ignores me! so brilliant am I at my job that i am not good enough to even have my name remembered! I am totally sure that I am not easily forgotten, I have flame red hair! haha

So i am currently in the middle of an application form... I need to get out. will Update later, I have to get on with my 'task list!' haha

Welshy Angel
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Very odd events

Ok, so I've been with my partner a while, and I love him and I know he loves me. But recently, things may have been a little weird. So, lots of my friends have been getting engaged-which at this stage in life I suppose isn't really anything new. BUT it does totally change him when anything is mentioned! I told him about one of my old school friends getting engaged and he wouldn't even talk about it. I mean, they have been together for years, but still- not even words of congratulations.

Then comes the BIG news. My little brother got engaged today. With a massive and expensive ring and having only been with the girl for 2 months. In all honesty, I am really pleased for him, but there is a part of me that can't help think that why has he got there first.

I was engaged at 18 and then moved away to uni and realised that it was a massive mistake and then met the man I am with now, so i guess that in the grand scheme of things I won and got engaged first, but now he is, and I am not! (bloody sibling rivalry!!!!) and i am not sure I ever will be.

He is not keen on the idea of marriage and never has been, but a while back I did make him promise that one day it would happen despite all that. But the closer I get to 24, and living together for a looooong time, the more I worry that it will never happen and I will be alone forever! :(

Welshy Angel
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