Is a pretty dauntin thought for me. Im dreading it. and the dreaded day is on Sunday! eek!
So I am celebrating it in style!!! I am going to leeds for a girls night out :) so the vip guestlist and stuff is all sorted, the hotel is booked... it is just a case of getting there on saturday now. but i am defo going to need some sleep before then!!! haha
welshy angel
x
Me
Wednesday, 8 February 2012
3am
OMG... i hate night shifts! :( but its 3am on my last one so it could be worse....
just missing Adam like mad! and actually can't wait until sunday to see him!
Never thought i would feel like this about him at all, and i was fully prepared for having to miss him load and cope with his job... but it is sooo much harder than i thought. I have hardly slept all week as i have not like sleeping on my own at all! it totally sucks!!!!!!
But i only have to wait until sunday, then i get a whole week with him!!! wooooo!!!!! :D but then it could be another month before we can see each other again... which sucks even more again!
but we agreed that it had to be done, and it would only be for 6 months... 6 months will fly by and then we can decide what we are going to do. i mean its been a month already!!! and it is flying by! ish lols
I just love the way he makes me feel... i dnt think i have ever been made to feel so important... and like i am the most precious person to him!
he has a tall order this week tho as it is my bday on sunday and his present has to be epic! :D
welshy angel
x
just missing Adam like mad! and actually can't wait until sunday to see him!
Never thought i would feel like this about him at all, and i was fully prepared for having to miss him load and cope with his job... but it is sooo much harder than i thought. I have hardly slept all week as i have not like sleeping on my own at all! it totally sucks!!!!!!
But i only have to wait until sunday, then i get a whole week with him!!! wooooo!!!!! :D but then it could be another month before we can see each other again... which sucks even more again!
but we agreed that it had to be done, and it would only be for 6 months... 6 months will fly by and then we can decide what we are going to do. i mean its been a month already!!! and it is flying by! ish lols
I just love the way he makes me feel... i dnt think i have ever been made to feel so important... and like i am the most precious person to him!
he has a tall order this week tho as it is my bday on sunday and his present has to be epic! :D
welshy angel
x
Monday, 6 February 2012
smiles all round :)
So its been a while since i last posted... but between work and Adam- i have had litterally no spare time at all.
Am one very happy lady at the moment... and it is all because of him!!! which is mad considering that i totally swore off men. Guess there can be some good guys out there! :)
Welshy Angel
x
Am one very happy lady at the moment... and it is all because of him!!! which is mad considering that i totally swore off men. Guess there can be some good guys out there! :)
Welshy Angel
x
Friday, 6 January 2012
The day before my brothers wedding
So- the day is finally here.... in a few hours, my little brother will be a married man.....
EXCITED!!!!!!!
welshy angel
x
EXCITED!!!!!!!
welshy angel
x
Tuesday, 3 January 2012
Day 4
So day 4 begins with me missing someone... like crazy
On 6th December I met a guy, his name is Adam, and he works as a charity funsraiser- yep, you guessed it, the ones on the street who are really annoying. Adam was kinda cute, and very cheeky, so i stopped and chatted to him for a while.... with no intention of giving up any money! lols
we chatted for about 30 seconds, mainly about my tattoo on my back, and he asked me for my number....
I was rather mean and said he would have to wait and see if I walked back past him :)
so about 20 mins later.. I did, and I gave him my number... really not thinking that he ever had any intention to txt me.
I got my first of many txts that evening, and we text nearly every day since then- but had yet to figure out how we were gna meet up to get to know each other
I guess when they say that things happen for a reason, It really must be true....
I spent NYE in Harrogate- and when I asked Adam where he was going to be that week- he was just outside York- so plans were made to go and see him and go for a drink and see how we got on
I have never been so nervous in my life.... didn't know what to expect, and was kinda worried that we wouldn't get on....
as soon as I saw him, we had a big hug and started chatting straight away.. and the day carried on like that. We snuggled on the sofa watching the re-runs of fresh prince, laughing at how much we used to watch them when we were kids! there was something there, something that i hadn't expected to be there... and i knew it felt so right to be there with him and so comfortable. :)
so we snuggled on the sofa, and chilled out, got take away later on and spent the entire evening chatting about stuff.
Leaving on Monday morning was the hardest thing I had to do.... I honestly did not want to go, and jjust wanted to stay with him- which I totally hadn't expected to feel.
we are now on the early hours of wednesday morning, and Adam is 240 miles away in Norwich this week.... and we dnt know where he is going to be next week....
but u know what? I dont care... I will just have to cope because he really is the most amazing guy, and it hit me like a bolt out of the blue feeling like this about him, but i am soo happy, I dont care. Somehow, it has to be worth a shot... coz u know what? life is too short... and if i dnt take this opportunity then I may regret it forever!
welshy angel
x
On 6th December I met a guy, his name is Adam, and he works as a charity funsraiser- yep, you guessed it, the ones on the street who are really annoying. Adam was kinda cute, and very cheeky, so i stopped and chatted to him for a while.... with no intention of giving up any money! lols
we chatted for about 30 seconds, mainly about my tattoo on my back, and he asked me for my number....
I was rather mean and said he would have to wait and see if I walked back past him :)
so about 20 mins later.. I did, and I gave him my number... really not thinking that he ever had any intention to txt me.
I got my first of many txts that evening, and we text nearly every day since then- but had yet to figure out how we were gna meet up to get to know each other
I guess when they say that things happen for a reason, It really must be true....
I spent NYE in Harrogate- and when I asked Adam where he was going to be that week- he was just outside York- so plans were made to go and see him and go for a drink and see how we got on
I have never been so nervous in my life.... didn't know what to expect, and was kinda worried that we wouldn't get on....
as soon as I saw him, we had a big hug and started chatting straight away.. and the day carried on like that. We snuggled on the sofa watching the re-runs of fresh prince, laughing at how much we used to watch them when we were kids! there was something there, something that i hadn't expected to be there... and i knew it felt so right to be there with him and so comfortable. :)
so we snuggled on the sofa, and chilled out, got take away later on and spent the entire evening chatting about stuff.
Leaving on Monday morning was the hardest thing I had to do.... I honestly did not want to go, and jjust wanted to stay with him- which I totally hadn't expected to feel.
we are now on the early hours of wednesday morning, and Adam is 240 miles away in Norwich this week.... and we dnt know where he is going to be next week....
but u know what? I dont care... I will just have to cope because he really is the most amazing guy, and it hit me like a bolt out of the blue feeling like this about him, but i am soo happy, I dont care. Somehow, it has to be worth a shot... coz u know what? life is too short... and if i dnt take this opportunity then I may regret it forever!
welshy angel
x
Monday, 2 January 2012
New Year... New Start
Well, I started the new year with a bang with one of best friends... we spent the evening making possibly very inappropriate toasts to every drink, shot and vodka jelly that we had.... but do u know what... it made me smile, and that is something i have really needed to do.
Life through a break up is tough, expecially when u realise that they are not the person you thought they were. I honestly believed that i was going to marry this guy, and he turned my world upside down. but I am now so much stronger for it.
Looking back, i guess i can be honest and say that it hadn't been right for a while, and I am actually happier now than i had been in a long time.
I have the most amazing friends, who with their support, I have come into 2012 with a positive outlook on things.
Im not normally one for new years resolutions, but this year, i felt it was part of my epic journey to have one
Life life to the full, take every opportunity, and be who u want to be. Don't always do whats expected, do what makes u happy. coz life is too short!
Welshy Angel x
Life through a break up is tough, expecially when u realise that they are not the person you thought they were. I honestly believed that i was going to marry this guy, and he turned my world upside down. but I am now so much stronger for it.
Looking back, i guess i can be honest and say that it hadn't been right for a while, and I am actually happier now than i had been in a long time.
I have the most amazing friends, who with their support, I have come into 2012 with a positive outlook on things.
Im not normally one for new years resolutions, but this year, i felt it was part of my epic journey to have one
Life life to the full, take every opportunity, and be who u want to be. Don't always do whats expected, do what makes u happy. coz life is too short!
Welshy Angel x
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