3am

OMG... i hate night shifts! :( but its 3am on my last one so it could be worse....

just missing Adam like mad! and actually can't wait until sunday to see him!

Never thought i would feel like this about him at all, and i was fully prepared for having to miss him load and cope with his job... but it is sooo much harder than i thought. I have hardly slept all week as i have not like sleeping on my own at all! it totally sucks!!!!!!

But i only have to wait until sunday, then i get a whole week with him!!! wooooo!!!!! :D but then it could be another month before we can see each other again... which sucks even more again!

but we agreed that it had to be done, and it would only be for 6 months... 6 months will fly by and then we can decide what we are going to do. i mean its been a month already!!! and it is flying by! ish lols

I just love the way he makes me feel... i dnt think i have ever been made to feel so important... and like i am the most precious person to him!

he has a tall order this week tho as it is my bday on sunday and his present has to be epic! :D

welshy angel
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