Ok, so I've been with my partner a while, and I love him and I know he loves me. But recently, things may have been a little weird. So, lots of my friends have been getting engaged-which at this stage in life I suppose isn't really anything new. BUT it does totally change him when anything is mentioned! I told him about one of my old school friends getting engaged and he wouldn't even talk about it. I mean, they have been together for years, but still- not even words of congratulations.
Then comes the BIG news. My little brother got engaged today. With a massive and expensive ring and having only been with the girl for 2 months. In all honesty, I am really pleased for him, but there is a part of me that can't help think that why has he got there first.
I was engaged at 18 and then moved away to uni and realised that it was a massive mistake and then met the man I am with now, so i guess that in the grand scheme of things I won and got engaged first, but now he is, and I am not! (bloody sibling rivalry!!!!) and i am not sure I ever will be.
He is not keen on the idea of marriage and never has been, but a while back I did make him promise that one day it would happen despite all that. But the closer I get to 24, and living together for a looooong time, the more I worry that it will never happen and I will be alone forever! :(
Welshy Angel
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