I sometimes really wonder what I am doing in this job... I hate it, and my boss has a habbit of making it far worse than it ever needs to be!!!!!!!! Have just emailed one of the girls I get on really well with, and I cba re writing the strory so have copied and pasted below!:

Grrrrr, he is such a dick. Accuses me of being inflexible... yet iv never said no to an after college event until now. He rekons 2 weeks is ample notice... I argued that its not when wayne gets his rotas 4 weeks in advance! also- winging about me refusing to drive to schools-I did that once... coz I had no petrol-apparently I should budget better!!! I had a go at him saying I can't afford to buy food-how can I budget money that I don't have. and then I cried coz i feel so pants. Also argued that I can't even afford to go home... when my brother is getting married and they are having a baby! He got me sooo mad and rilled up. Should have seen the look on his face when I said- your not going to like this then... and handed him my form for interview. He asked what it was for-i said that I would rather not say... but its not at a rival college.... Kinda said its not in education as well- which to be honest it isn't, it is in care! :) 

So thats the tale of the meeting... Im NOT going to a certain but apprently Im not flexible enough and need to try harder. etc. 

Oh.... but he did say that he knows that I am working really hard and I do get inolved in things such as the EcoFest and trips to Cambridge etc.. if thats not being flexible then I don't know what is. I pointed out that in all fairness, if it wasn't open evening next week then I could have not gone to Brownies-but I can't find cover 2 weeks in a row-he told me that if brownies is going to get in the way of my job then he may have to ask me to give it up!..

U have no idea how angry I am right now!!!!!!!!! 

So there we have it: i need to be more flexible. Well, heres hoping that I keep applying for jobs and get more interviews-tho what I really want is this job! eeek! Fingers crossed.!